Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Better Than Me lyrics
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know thisY
ou deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than meT
he bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

Fudge..seriously i love this song very much. *sigh*

Labels: Rships

sweetcheek ;

Friday, June 8, 2007

Haha last nte, Jims, emad, abu & me managed to get corniness out of our system :p

Yknow those corny statements that couples always tell each other but as corny as it sounds, it is actually sweet? hehhe

Jimmie: If i were to re-arranged the alphabet, i would put the "u" and "i" together *aww sweet*
(somethin like that lah. sweet yes?) hehe

I know the boys have tonnes of it bt its all in my secondary storage haha

I noe for sure my saying now is 'hard to find, impossible to replace' and that saying is dedicate especially to my parents, my closest frens EMAD, JIMMY, ABU, NANI & YATIE =) aww u guys are the best, always have and always will. As corny as it sounds, awu i love u guys to the very2.

Love love

Ai ;)

Labels: the saying

sweetcheek ;

you know how sometimes this particular drama can reflect you? One tree hill gives me something to think about. It sure does reflect our life. It is not just about love but it is almost about everything. From friends to family, how u deal with life, how things are just so complicated and easy at the same time. Weird as it is, to some extent it does reflect our lives. I am not being a drama queen here but it is true. I never thought that life could be this complicated. I never thought that saying goodbye is really hard. One thing for sure, life is something we create using our creative minds.

My life was one heaven big white sheet. Pure. As i grow older, I painted them with different colours and I am totally smack with pink. Obssessd. Pink is the new black. If only i was wiser back den, the only colour that i want my sheet to be is white and blue. Calm & innocent? But den again, life is never perfect. We just need to overcome our fears and satisfy ourselves yes? ;) We need to make mistakes in life so that we can learn life thru the hard way. The mistakes done are to be learnt so that we wont do it again in the near future.

I did a lot of things in life. Most of them, i must say is the doings of the girl who sit in front in every class, the teacher's pet and the ones who scores in every subject. What I am trying to say is that all of them were all good, fun yet innocent. As i grew older, my doings are mostly the risk taking kind of things but innocent at the same time....as life goes on, i gradually make mistakes. I made the biggest mistake in life; fall for someone who doesnt have the intention to fall for me, made someone fall for me wen i clearly noe that im nt ready to give my heart, ninja jes so i can taste the night life *sigh* That was stoopid bt i like what i did and i am not regretting at all.

*double sigh* sorry i cant be the girl for u.

Labels: *my life my own script*

sweetcheek ;

Friday, June 1, 2007

Went gym with mummykins (it was our kurus time)

Around 9.30 ish, Smunch texted me up inviting me to join them coffee2 di Coffee Zone. *wiggles* what would i do without the three of them (emad, jims & abu)

My partner in crime texted me up, tagging me to catch the midnite shrek show =) *yay*

My point ere is that, i get to hangout with those ppl i love very2 much on the same nte, haha sometimes i wonder why im not label the Super Woman ;)

To Jims *esp*, emad & abu, thanks for the ride. I noe u guys wont dissapoint me one way or the other. Angels kali ah my three boyfrens atu haha :p

Love love

Labels: Wednesday night~

sweetcheek ;

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

attachment is not a holiday. its school all over again. Thank God the people are nice and frenly around ere or else i can die of boredom and crackiness~ (im nt even sure if crackiness is a word) huhu

=p

So yday was fun! hehe we went to ujung2 Brunei (trust me, i din even noe wer Lumapas is until yday) hehe and i call myself a Bruneian. Shame on me..

Im still craving for our local food call Ambuyat! Too bad none of my fam consume ambuyat or else i would have dangan to eat. Everyone thinks Aminah Ariff produce the best ambuyat..hmm i want..i want..i want..cubatah ambuyat ini senang di buat. *sigh* no *double sigh* hehe

I still want ambuyat~ *majal*

Xoxo

sweetcheek ;

Monday, May 28, 2007

I usually start off my post with a *double sigh* but today is so refreshing that i'll start off my blog with a *woopie doopie woo* hehe =)

This place wer im in is soo happening and that i actually love it. SIOK! hehe u noe wat else is interesting? The orang2 in it is siok! haha i like~ at least i can be myself in this office with an inch of office attitude tho. hehe the thing about this place is that, i get to be around people like me...very normal and hype! *bah awu im actually complementing u guys now* (u noe who u guys are rte?)

Hmm this morning was fun coz we got to go around ujung2 Brunei and spotcheck people.

sweetcheek ;

Friday, May 25, 2007

we are not spose to miss what we never had.

but for some reason, my missing piece is him. As silly as it sounds, i miss him around.

I miss eating popcorn and haf bangang looks whyl watchin a 'complicated' movie *namanya jua dua2 bimbo* haha ;p

I miss hangin around at the beach while listenin to the waves singing haha =)

Gila! I miss my very closest fren to the bone~

*sigh* i miss the good ol days, when its jes me, the beach, waves and him singing! ahaha pacah~

<3 u closefren.

sweetcheek ;