Lost In Beauty-

Friday, June 8, 2007

you know how sometimes this particular drama can reflect you? One tree hill gives me something to think about. It sure does reflect our life. It is not just about love but it is almost about everything. From friends to family, how u deal with life, how things are just so complicated and easy at the same time. Weird as it is, to some extent it does reflect our lives. I am not being a drama queen here but it is true. I never thought that life could be this complicated. I never thought that saying goodbye is really hard. One thing for sure, life is something we create using our creative minds.

My life was one heaven big white sheet. Pure. As i grow older, I painted them with different colours and I am totally smack with pink. Obssessd. Pink is the new black. If only i was wiser back den, the only colour that i want my sheet to be is white and blue. Calm & innocent? But den again, life is never perfect. We just need to overcome our fears and satisfy ourselves yes? ;) We need to make mistakes in life so that we can learn life thru the hard way. The mistakes done are to be learnt so that we wont do it again in the near future.

I did a lot of things in life. Most of them, i must say is the doings of the girl who sit in front in every class, the teacher's pet and the ones who scores in every subject. What I am trying to say is that all of them were all good, fun yet innocent. As i grew older, my doings are mostly the risk taking kind of things but innocent at the same time....as life goes on, i gradually make mistakes. I made the biggest mistake in life; fall for someone who doesnt have the intention to fall for me, made someone fall for me wen i clearly noe that im nt ready to give my heart, ninja jes so i can taste the night life *sigh* That was stoopid bt i like what i did and i am not regretting at all.

*double sigh* sorry i cant be the girl for u.

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